Can The Explosion Be Avoided?

Good Morning,

It is definitely one of my downfalls, (that is viewed as a strength), that I have an awesome ability of stuffing down emotions. As we all know, when we stuff, it is bound to resurface in greater force than when we first felt it. Welcome to my world. Last night the resurface started to happen. I hate when that happens because then I know I want to cry, however, I want to be too strong and hold all emotion in because, "only the weak cry." I know, I know, "This girl is crazy." You have know idea. It is an incredible sensation that is filled with every emotional state possible and filled with the feelings of fear, being overwhelmed, and pretty much in a blatant way, I feel a little pissed off. The little "weakling" inside of me who feels the need to drag the "strong" woman down, makes me so mad. However, the weakling rose, and I will process all the baggage of the past few weeks. MY FAVORITE! So I'm wondering, "Can the explosion be avoided?" Yes it can, I just have to learn to process the emotion as it happens and get out of my completely comfortable way of life which is stuffing. THIS IS EASIER SAID THAN DONE MIND YOU.

During my Bible memorization today I came across a verse that was highly fitting for the day, just to confirm the Positive Mental Attitude, which from now on will be refered to as (P.M.A.)

2 Corinthians 13: 11-14--Taken out of The Message--
"And that's about it, friends. Be cheerful. Keep things in good repair. Keep your spirits up. Think in harmony. Be agreeable. Do all that and the God of love and peace will be with you for sure. Greet one another in a holy embrace. All the brothers and sisters here say hello. The amazing grace of the Master, Jesus Christ, the extravagant love of God, the intimate friendship of the Holy Spirit, be with all of you."

P.M.A. "ALL SYSTEMS SAFE TO PROCESS!"